Renewal
(a.k.a Learning to Live with Thinkeritis)

Renewal!  What does it mean?  Well, I suppose it means a lot of things to a lot of people.  To me, right now, it means beginning to become all that I want to be!  I’m an Astrologer.  (I love the sound of that.)  I’m an Astrologer! I’m an Astrologer!  I’m an Astrologer!  There, I said it 3 times and I’m not a bit sorry.  If someone, someday should happen upon this piece of writing and wonder why I said it 3 times well, all I can say is that it’s something that I just felt the urge to do and I did it.  That’s all!  That’s a major part of myself that I’m ~renewing~.  I don’t know about you but I know that throughout my life there were many things that I wanted to do (or say as in this case) but after backed off from it after thinking about it.  Now, I know what some reading this will say.  They will say that thinking before doing something is good because it prevents us from doing something say….errrrrr…dangerous.  Well, while I can’t argue with you there, my danger is found more in not doing something than it is in doing something.  Yep!  I’m a victim of thinkeritis.  I have more ideas than Carter has liver pills.  (Sounding a lot like my Mom there I know but what can I do?  The phrase has been ingrained in me I guess.! LOL)  Yep!  You name it and I’ve thought of it.  Business ideas?  I’ve got em.  Self-help ideas?  I’ve got em.  Employment ideas?  Ohhhh I have tons of them.  (I love to work!)  Yep, for me, the problem is that I think ALL THE TIME and that eventually I think so much that I actually think myself out of things.  Trust me, that is NOT good.  That’s where the renewal comes in.  I’m trying to train myself NOT to think so much anymore and to just gooooooo for it!  Yep!  Go for those Golden and Silver Rings.  (There’s only GOLD and SILVER in my Universe.  No Brass! LOL) 

Whoops!  Guess what happened right smack dab in the middle of writing this?  Yep!  You guessed it!  I’m mentally talking myself right out of posting this.  How can one “think” two separate things at a single time such as write this and talk myself out of posting it?  Well, I guess you’d have to understand what having a Gemini Moon is like to do that.  (That's where Astrology is REALLY helpful! *S*)  A Gemini Moon (at least in my chart) is an enigma wrapped up in a puzzle.  (And yesss I know that that’s an old cliché but it expressed what I wanted to say and so I’m going with it. *S*) 

Sooooo here’s to RENEWAL!  Yours!  Mine!  Everyone’s!  Renewal isn’t about making yourself over or different…it’s about being the BEST that you can be.  It’s about getting as close to your HIGHER SELF as you can possibly get.  And guess what?  I’m on my wayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy 

If anyone at any time is out there reading this….THANK YOU for joining me.  This is a moment in time that is now frozen in space.  When (if *S*) someone meets me here….then in a sense we’ll be sharing time and space…and it will be a case of your meeting me in my timeline …but while you’re still in your own timeline~  It’s pretty neat when you think of it that way isn’t it? 

Love & Light~*
~*MoonLady*~ the Rambler~*

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